those long gone
take a walk in the alley of yesterday
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Friday, March 28, 2008
10:09 PM
"Save You"
Take a breath
I pull myself together
Just another step till I reach the door
You’ll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something
To take it all away
When I hear your voice
Its drowning in a whisper
It’s Just skins and bones
There’s nothing left to take
No matter what I do I can’t make you feel better
If only I could find the answer
To help me understand
if you fall, stumble down
I’ll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I’ll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up cause
I’ll be waiting if you fall
Oh you know I’ll be there for you
If only I could find the answer
To take it all away
Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there’re so many things that I want you to know
I won’t give up till it’s over
If it takes you forever I want you to knowwill you save me?
Saturday, September 22, 2007
5:08 PM
Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight
- Boys like girls: The great escape
the above is so true. and yes, i will forget you.
Monday, September 17, 2007
10:28 PM
do you know?
everyday i think about you.
everyday i think about how to make things go well with you.
and every ouch of energy i have, i put my heart and soul to do the things you wanted.
sometimes you made my day..
sometimes i thought of giving up on you because everything i did was to no avail.. meaningless to hold on to you,
but i am still not beated.. i would still hold on to you my dear...
written report! :)
OH MY GOD. written report to be handed in this wednesday.. gonna work harder!
Sunday, September 16, 2007
3:40 AM
"eh.. FES leh.."
"how come your post stopped at NDP?"
"no updates?"
wah lao.. heard enough of those things. here i am, blogging a what-the-hell-oh-my-god-long-time-no-post entry. haha.. okok.. i will try to be less lazy from now. updating frequently for my dearest who cares about me to read about what's going on.
life has never been that great since that day. the day when the truth was finally conveyed to each other, which i eventually wanted myself to have what's kept deep down my heart to end that night. good luck to you in the future. we may or may not meet again.. but in case we meet someday, somehow, will you still smile at me?
anyway, ytd i stayed back in sch for some moon cake festival night together with a bunch of friends. i guess we were too bored that we decided to roam around the school to hunt for some 'excitement', which turned out to be 'experiencing'. LOL.. some of my friends became paranoid and they became very sensitive to things going around them and they tell me.. "wah.. i am so scard now.. later go home still need to walk a long way leh." on a lighter note, we also spent sometime in Leaders' Network to watch Bleach movie: Memories of nobody and 不能说的秘密 that was screened from my friend's laptop was totally kick-ass.. and of course, with those comfy sofas, nicely designed spacious room and cooling air condition, our minds were free from troubles for that moment. got home around 11pm plus. damn tired but still need to do WR. but no choice la.. wednesday is the official submission deadline. It's our last chance to fight for the grade we wanted. so might as well give it your best shot right?
and what the hell, spending tml's time wholely(perhaps) on pw.. lots of homework not done.. how? what to do? pw or homework? in 2 weeks time, it's promos for my friends. even though i need not take promos under the FES scheme, but i felt that something needs to be done to stop myself from indulgement in slacking. staying back and helping my friends was what i thought was gonna be useful, but first, i gotta start digging into revision first la!
and also, going mediacorp for attachment during the upcoming holidays. would be a long stay there.. really looking forward to it liao.. hopefully can have a chance to get closer to music. yay~~
Thursday, August 09, 2007
8:25 PM
oh ya.. HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!
PROUD to be a singaporean. This is home, truely, where i know i must be. This is where, i won't be alone. For this is where, i know.. i'm HOME.
5:01 PM
SECRET? what's the secret in the movie secret? i've unrevailed the secret. have you?
Saturday, August 04, 2007
1:16 AM
oh gosh, common test was such a disaster this time i think. don think i am gonna maintain that 'A'-cy result slip at the end of term 3. LOL. but anyways, had fun today after physics common test with more classmates this time round! hope to see more class activities going on. New faces, please join us! we don wan to face the same old people again and again in each outing. :)
next week is kinda a mixture of feelings for me. because next week confirm getting back all results.. so fast la! but at the same time, some holidays for me to reflect on anything that i want to, most likely goals that was not reached. may this be a turning point for me.
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
10:34 PM
The truth is tearing up my heart
I can''t recognize this place
The endless road without a stop sign
Can''t even find a stranger this time.
Why am i still holding back my tears?
In this loneliness there''s nothing to fear.
Every chord still seems a wonder, how we could be together
Every time i ask if this would be the last?
Why am i still talking to myself?
Hoping you will have the keys to my cell?
Every song might calm the weather but it just draws me deeper
How do i get out of this I think i never will . . .
haha.. random
