One's future is never dreamed
but forged.
so what if i lost you?
never regretted losing you because i treasured every moment with
you.
March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 March 2008
i don know what to say about this but i know what i am doing. The feeling rocks.. It's almost like riding on a roller coaster but the fun we had was even more electrifying.. my heart raced non-stop and so does yours. It's just a trigger of emotions and we're there. It's that kind of fun that i never experienced before. Thanks for all this. If not for you, i don't know we can get this far.. i'll remember this forever..
You bought me a whole lot of emotions. My heart raced each time you told me things that i didn't expect from you and i am not afraid to tell people that i love you. I AM NOT ASHAME OF IT. You made me feel proud all the time being with you. The crazy laughter that you gave out each time i cracked a joke, the everlasting smile, the pair of shining watery eyes that seems like stars in the sky and many more, made up the indelible impression in me already. Don't look at that idyllic surface i present outside of me and thought nothing was wrong but when i look into your eyes, i am not what i am outside. I could only feel adrenaline running through my heart and see those endless images of your sweet smile appearing again and again in my mind that caught so much attention of my eyes and my heart. :)
TO THAT SOMEONE WHOM I WANT TO MENTION:
Today was a great day for me.. i went back to jjc suppose to find teachers but in the end, i didn't manage to meet those teachers i wanted to see. So, i practically stayed in jj socialising with friends.. haha.. talking about those good old days we had during PAE. I didn't tell my friends that i'm coming back except for some. When i reached school, i messaged my friends: I am back! . But sad thing is most of them replied with: really? but i am having lessons now.. But then it's okay. I hang around for quiet a long while till i got to meet everyone.. haha.. when they saw me, they got this shocked and excited emotion on their faces. HAHA! and i waved back at them. And i won't forget this thing that i found out. One of my friends told me, "Gary, do you know that your reflection board has been sold to 2 of the OGLs, Michelle and Clara and they plan to give it to you?" I was in a state of shock because the impossible happened again. So, i got to meet one of them. Clara when to take the board and then she presented it to me. Then i was like wth.. She even took out a camera and asked another friend of mine to take a pic of she presenting the reflection board to me and it seems like a award ceremony or what.. haha.. but i felt very bad.. i don wan to accept such things from them lah.. like very not nice. So, i told her this, " Clara, firstly i want to thank you for doing such things for me. I really appreciate that. You see, this is what i wrote and these words are from me to JJ. You bought this board with my reflections on and you wanted to give it to me. To me, i find that that's like returning my words back to me and i don't want that. Instead, i would like to give it to both of you. It represent my small little blessing to you guys and those words from me should follow you guys." After that, i handled clara the money without any hesitation. And later, i found out that it was also her birthday today. So i told her," i just knew that i made the correct choice. May this reflection board be your birthday gift." haha.. she was eventually touched by that i think? haha.. then after that i started a series of crap with my friends till they asked me to stop.. haha.. then around near 5pm like that, went back with jun cheng, germaine, bo xiang a.k.a bobo, bell and aiting...
today another exciting day. Met my secondary sch friends for lunch @ BPP's the cafe caterial(sorry if i mispelled it). i was the early bird. i was there at abt 12.45pm where we are suppose to meet at 1pm. In the end, everyone was late except for me, gin loen, mr ling, xinyuan and carrine and roy.. joel and junwei came later.. actually there's more coming but one of them sick, one of them working, one of them don wanna come and all sorts of reasons then nv come.. so sad.. something very funny happened at cafe caterial. We r given a few pieces of order form to place our orders. In the end, we pissed the staffs there because we wrote the wrong things at the wrong column. So funny la.. coz the one of the staff who serve us says, "erm.. i think u all call me back again after u all made up ur mind.." and after that, he left with a lol expression on his face.. lol.. something like :/ .. lol.. but heck care lah.. who cares.. lol.. then sat there and had our lunch and chat till abt 3 plus.Then me, joel, gin loen and jun wei decided to catch the movie, ULTRAVIOLET. We went to causeway and found out that there's a long que. So we decided to go JP instead. Luckily the advertisement all took abt 15 mins and the show start at 5pm.. haha.. let me tell u all something.. ULTRAVIOLET is a movie is made such that it's story line were made so sophiscated and at the end of the movie, none of us understand the movie except for joel.. lol.. Story is abt a experiemental virus made by the U.S scientist to make their troops stronger broke out and infected a lot of ppl. Those ppl were killed except for a lady who wasn't killed. That lady's baby i think, grew up and wanted to seek revenge. But in the end, she was touched by a human baby that was almost killed by her boss and showered the baby with motherly love. And the story goes on abt how she loves that human baby and blah blah.. but overall, with all the cool moves and fighting actions, i think this movie is worth watching. 2 THUMBS UP! yeah~. I suggest that if you guys wanna watch ULTRAVIOLET, do read up on it's movie review to get a better understanding of the movie. if not.. have fun lah.. haha..
gary a.k.a MR NICE GUY
sweet 17 =)
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mrgarytan@hotmail.com
-become closer to music
-a piano!!(wanted since long time ago)
-FANTASTIC GCE 'A' Level 2008 results
-want, wants, wanted to be happy.
-wishes for her. :)
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