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Monday, December 25, 2006
2:32 AM
i spent a bulk of time reading some of my friend's blog and i had the following reflections.
i wonder.. how come my life is so empty? empty without exposure of the real world and what's the real enjoyment.
i wonder.. how did i make it through all these incredible roller coaster ride for me in life? and i am sure, there's more to come.
i wonder.. if i could be better?
i wonder.. if i could be stronger?
i wonder.. if this is the way i want to live?
i wonder.. what's going on with me after reading those blogs..
i wonder.. if my emotions are running too wild tonight?
i wonder.. if i could overcome whatever that's bothering me now..
i wonder..
Thursday, December 21, 2006
6:32 PM
YAY! I'm officially 17 since ytd, 20 DEC 2006!
wanna say a big thank you to those who remembered my birthday yesterday and i really appreciate all the wishes u all gave me. For those who got the date wrong like someone(erhmm), or have already forgotten about it, it's okay.. i know deep down your heart, perhaps there's this intention of wishing me but juz happen that u forgot. haha..
thanks to the flooding caused by a cup turn over after a knock by my wrist yesterday on my table, my mouse is now haywired! having so much problems just to scroll and move the cursor around. ;(
and today, i was on a blind date mission! haha.. nah, i'm not the one on the blind date BUT it's my younger cousin who's having. A primary 6 young kid, turning sec 1 next year, so young got a chance to have blind date. i am impressed by his social skills, being able to know a girl of a different school through an online game, audition, and extending his love and concern to this girl, janessa, not knowing whether this new friend is a good company or not. But one thing for sure is that my cousin wants to know whether janessa is of his type or not. haha.. went to westmall in the afternoon with my brother and younger cousin. Upon reaching that place, adrenaline seems to be taking it's effects on my younger cousin. He starts to get nervous or rather, overly excited. haha.. so i asked my cousin the following,
ME: " eh, where and when you're gonna meet your dream girl ah?"
cousin: " now lor.. i told her about 12pm at westmall library"
*i took a quick glance at my watch*
ME: " wah piang, you're awfully late la.. now it's 12.15pm already leh.. u expect to let your DREAMMM GIRL wait?"
cousin: "aiya, heck la.. i told her.. ABOUT 12pm what.. so, i am not late."
ME: " what the.."
again i must say, the world is changed. now the girls wait for the guys already. haha.. is that good or bad? i think it's up to the individuals to judge.
later, we embarked on a plan to look at the situation inside the library. 3 of us decided to pretend that we don know each other and we would split up and search the different corners of the library for suspicious girls. haha.. well, simply because my cousin doesn't have the chance to look at the picture of her dream girl.
i walked in the library and 2 young girls caught my attention. They are behaving in such a wierldo manner because i saw one of the girls starring at me and then she let out a cheeky smile. as if it's like i am the one she's looking for. i was like.. come on la.. don waste time anymore my dear cousin, i know who they are already. you're not gonna like them. my cousin was like.. where? where?
don wish to further elaborate this blind date mission anymore. those girls are simply a turn off not only for me, but for my younger cousin too. first thing, their childish-ness and naive nature. GOSH. they thought everything would be a perfect picture for them like what they could imagine in their minds but sad to say, reality gave them a kick on their butt.
Cousin:" wah lao.. she sucks la.. "
obviously, one look at those girls for my cousin was a total day spoiler for him. His mood was completely on a downfall. something like the aftermath of a lost battle, devastated, disappointed and crestfallen. We quickly left the place and went off to causeway point after our quick and snappy lunch. damn.. wasted my time just to keep my younger cousin feel safe for this blind date.
BUT later on at causeway, i didn't feel my time was wasted at all!
because along the way there, i saw a lot of friends hanging out at causeway point. a look at them just lift my spirits.
things aside, movie tml with my family. Curse of the golden flower. Looking forward to it already! i am sure i am gonna enjoy. it would be a not a movie ticket i would be holding when i step in front of the entrance of the theatre. Instead, it's a ticket to many surprises. :)
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
12:06 AM
Was out the whole day with
JJ OG 27[PAE]. At the end of the day, 7 ppl attended. How sad? But it went alright eventually though there were a few do-nothing-and-walk-aimlessly moments. haha.. anyway, those ppl who never came they missed out quite a lot of fun. Jef was tired, so he quit halfway our outing because he's just back from malaysia yesterday and hasn't gotten enough sleep all the while.
There's this incident that happened in the train while we're on our way to holland V. The train was jammed packed with people and leaves no choice but to squeeze with everyone else in the train. Here it what happened. There's this man with a bad day got in the train and squeezing each other and standing shoulder to shoulder was inevitable. This causes the people around him to be more uncomfortable. Out of the blue, one person scolded, "cibai lah!", which is a comment for being uncomfortable. The man who got fustrated upon hearing suddenly raised his voice and had the following conversation with that person..
Man with bad day: "eh, why you scold me? scold me fun ah?"
Man with bad day: "Fcuk you la.. cib*i.."
Man with bad day:"this train so many people, squeeze abit cannot ah?"
That person:"sorry lah!"
Man with bad day:"sorry? eh, you very unsincere you know? scold people cib*i.. fcuk you la.." (broken english.. it's insincere not un-sincere)
*the train reached the next stop and slows down*
*the man tried to maintain balance by grabbing people's shoulder beside him.*
*that person who's shoulder was grabbed by that man showed a pissed facial expression*
Man with bad day: "eh, hold your shoulder cannot ah? unless you girl la, then i die already la."
Man with bad day:"eh, you scold me cib*i.. come out now la.. why? don't dare come out ah? dare to scold people don dare to come out. Fcuk you la"
That person eventually alighted at the stop and that man, who initially asked him to come out himself stayed in the train. LOL.. what the hell.. talk only.. no action. haha.. anyway, this incident cause a lot of tension in the train and juli, was kinda affected. almost cried eventually because of the strong smell of testosterone filling the air. Nice experience, will never forget this.
and gosh, my og mates, all thirsty for some updates for my relationship status. ask this and that.. arhhh~~ irritates me lots. but somehow i got through it.. haha.. i'll keep all my evidence away from anyone if i have any with me next time. Lesson learnt, will never let it happen again.
anyway,
JJ OG 14[JAE] outing has been postponed due to lots programs clashes our og mates have outside. Will have updates about this again soon.
Saturday, December 09, 2006
3:31 PM
starting to get paranoid over ch**a people. find them sneeky and cunning at times. gotta get myself armed and prevent being influenced and fooled by their tricks especially with PW next year! Those in MI are gonna be my primary targets and they would not be prying me deep down to the core. brutal huh? oh wells, i think i got this feeling ever since my bro bought a product of theirs. it's sucked totally.. but anyway, it's just a feeling that may be bias.
and i need to stop procrastinating. Those holiday assignment can't have an snowball effect. I MUST get right up on my feet again, start the momentum to thrive for new heights and reach upon the stars, never to fail myself again.
anyway, enjoyment with my fellow OGs next week.
Monday with
JJ OG 27 and on
thursday, with
JJ OG 14. got a bad feeling about the attendance. it's not going to be pleasing but let me keep my finger crossed that it would be an enjoyable outing, making this famous tagline right,
" Quality not quantity."
=)
as days of december passes, i am one step closer to the day i'm 17. yay! it's near, real near.