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i don't know what similarities or behaviour that i possess that let's you be reminded of him with just a sight of me. and why be immnue to both of us? be immnue to him.. not me. i find it's rather unfair to be immnue to me but i guessed, i'm okay now as it's clear that you don't turn back to me anymore and also because i am now just your confidante :)

from my innermost feeling, i also wanted very much to be like what we are in the past, from the start, from the scratch and formation of our friendship then a confidante of each other through the all the laughter and joy brought about through orientation 02 and all the msn chats.. remember?
and you need not get yourself immune to me. i know and i'll be automatic.trust me okay? i know you will. haha.. putting words into your mouth again..
and i feel more comfortable to be in the place back in the past rather than be with what i'm left with to polish or to turn back. these, it would be kept in the deepest part of me and perhaps, i'll never present these in front of you anymore. maybe there would be times that i'll pull that cover off, but not always.

It feels wierld to be stony and never let go,
It only gets harder the more i mould,
When you get lonely if no one's around,
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down.
We came together but you left alone
And you know how it feels like to see you walk out on your own?
Maybe someday we shall see each other again,
And would you look me in my eyes and call me,

your friend?