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Wednesday, June 07, 2006
2:34 AM
i finally could say goodbye to those dusty, 'sneeze-zy' and irritating nights. hardly could get a good rest during the times while packing stuffs around the house. it's like a continuation of a live human torture when you're facing with dust dancing in the air and catches you, irritates you and almost unstoppable. the day before yesterday, i moved into my new home @ bukit panjang! nice and cozy is what i could describe about it. :)
house warming on that day was a great one. we invited relatives to come over and seeing their cornea expanding to it's fullest, it makes me wonder what's running throught their mind. i know one thing. almost all of them are impressed and yes, their eyes almost popped out, describing it in an exaggerated version. :) all of my relatives came except for one of my older cousin. the soon to be mother of 4 children wasn't feeling well.. hey xueling jie jie.. take care man.. and,
dear simon, thank you for forking out part of your time that day, coming to my house warming. you could've spent your day and your time with chendi, weiming and gang for cycling @ east coast. but you chose to come to my house warming. i am deeply thankful for that. you know your presence somehow created some comotions when everyone started to mistaken you as my close friend, instead of your real identity, a teacher. haha.. and yes indeed, you're young although i know that you're in your late twenties, a young bachelor.. haha.. the way you interact with my cousins and family members forged a significant impression in their minds. everyone says that you're a nice person and especially my younger cousins, they commented that you're so fun to play with and their kind of bored when that uno stacko game ended just like that when you're so engrossed into the entertainment show that everyone was watching in the living room.. haha.. and also, i would keep that promise i made.. because that's one of my aims.. you made the day of mine coloured once again.
today went and visited the dentist. i was on high spirits because i finally can feel my teeth again when i run my tongue against the surface of my teeth- i am braces-less!
but on a sad note, i still need to do some repairs before my set of teeth could really be NICE. and it's really funny when my dad is trying his best to negotiate the pricing with the dentist for those repairs. the conversation led the next patient on the que waited for about 15 mins and the doctor and the nurse was getting kind of pissed and impatient over it. initially the doctor was reluctant to consider our suggestion which almost got into a masculine approach. but then, we eventually got what we wanted.. haha..
but hey, i think i am gonna be heavily marked down by the staffs working there next week when i visit them again to collect my retainers.. oops O.O
you know sometimes, you just don't have the courage to face the music because subconciously, you're always thinking about it. simply because it's indelible and so embedded in one. wondering the other party would know about this just makes that extra load of nostalgia more significant behind their backs because the word, fact, is always opposing your wills. a dose of the past is what one needs to relief that rotten feeling that's growing to become frantical. But it all falls back to square when the eloquent reminders, music, photos and perhaps, scent, polishes everything up. reflecting, flooding and supersizing itself in one's mind. especially in the heart.
but the one's who we really feel alot for were often exonerated from all the blames. because, it all started from ourselves. and that's what i think which affected me so much. i can't overcome myself because i didn't want to. some might say, clouding your days with someone that was impossible to turn back to you is totally worthless, but i think, it's all about the hope that we still grab hold of it, so tightly. yes, there are greener patches around us. move along!
but, we would like to stay longer because this is a patch that we spotted feels so much like home and it's special in the sense that it's not green.. it's
rainbow, in one's eyes. i'm lacking in emotional expression in words but i hope you get what i meant.
it's a thought, out of my soul.
hate the sin, love the sinner.
