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Thursday, June 22, 2006

4:52 PM

you know watching you guys do your thing wasn't an easy job. i mean, because when i am watching you all representing that group i am so proud of, participating actively, cheering as if you all won the race and the teamwork, passion to win and the attitude that was presented in front of everyone, there was just this massive influx of pride and honour filling every space inside of me. as one team and another walk off the stage with their wonderful performance, i was wondering would you all be the most outstanding team compared to the rest? and each time the team number elapses from 1 to 5, that adrenaline that was rushing in me was being trigger each time it gets closer to team 5. the feeling i have can't be described. it's so hard to explain that excitement that's within me especially when the whole process of waiting to see you all up on stage was at a slow-killing pace. i don't know what made me felt such a way for JJ even though i am not a JJcian already. maybe it's those familliar faces that i saw made me feel so. remembering each and every moment, impression and experiences that i once had.
JJ! i am so proud to see you guys actually made it to the second round. I hope ultimately you all would win the contest. rock on..

and yes.. school's reopening in like 4 days? and that also mean 1 week after school reopens, it's exams and i am gonna miss events like JJ Student Councilors' Investiture, where i could see my beloved friends once again. the plan is, this last week of holidays would be like for me to study for my coming mid year exams. so far so good, been doing fine but can't really get that momentum to carry on each time i stop and take a break. I feel so lazy to get myself in front of those lecture notes again, it's like a task which is a pain in the ass. no choice. this is what i chose to take on and i am gonna train myself for the system that i am gonna be in next year. a system where SDSM- Self Discpline, Self Motivation, perhaps spells it all.

and you, seek refuge in someone when you need to hide or get away with thing's that pulling you back from being happy again. be my guest in the bomb shelter of mine. i'll be most willing to make you fly again.

the crutch that you once relied on is still here, for you.

:)

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