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I am serious about the following issue that i am going to make.





You will be there when i am down



You will be there when i am happy.



You are an angel speaking into my ears,



lifting every weight that's on my shoulders.



Your voice is the power of life



and your words are the promises of a better tomorrow.



I can't imagine a day without hearing you beside me.



because only you, could make me complete!





紧紧拥抱唯一的你. 无可救药的坚定.

就是世界与我为敌, 我也愿意, 我什么都愿意.





gary曹格! 我不能失去你. YOU ROCK! RAH!

1 week in JJ already! Lots of things happened during the 1 week. From meeting new friends and adjusting to the same frequency as them to even explaining to the school admin people that they have made some mistakes which almost led me to being posted to another class. My new friends are generally easy-going but then, they are still rather foreign to me. anyway, it takes time to further refine these new friendship forged. And of course, there are things which kinda sadden me. I don know if some people are there purposely to put me in shame or wad. asking me questions that sounded offensive to me but not to them in front of the rest. What i did was just ignore them and gave them an half past six reply. No use to be fustrated with all these things because, i simply don care. YOU TRIED TO MAKE ME WEAKER, NOT KNOWING THAT YOU'RE THE WEAKEST LINK.


雨, 不停落下來. 花, 怎麼都不開. 儘管我細心灌溉, 你說不愛就不愛. 我一個人, 欣賞悲哀.
愛, 只剩下無奈. 心, 有一句感慨. 我, 還能夠跟誰對白? 在你關上門之前, 替我再回頭看看. 那些片段, 還在不在? 我, 一直不願再去猜. 鋼琴上黑鍵之間, 永遠都夾著空白. 缺了一塊, 就不精采.
緊緊相依的心如何Say goodbye? 你比我清楚還要我說明白. 愛太深會讓人瘋狂的勇敢. 我用背叛自己, 完成你的期盼. 把手放開不問一句Say goodbye. 當作最後一次對你的溺爱. 冷冷清清淡淡今後都不管.

只要你能愉快.

oh gosh.. so fast saturday already. 1 week ago, i was just back from camp and now, school holidays ending soon. Mix feelings abt school's reopening, excited and nervous. Contradictory huh? Excited because i am gonna meet new classmates,whichI REALLY HOPE is a good bunch of people and nervous because i don know how things would work out there. Well at least i've been trying to enjoy myself to the fullest during these holidays. Just enough to get myself prepared for the new challenges.

I came back from JJ's Orientation camp last saturday and i thought the camp was tiring but at the same time, very enriching for me. It is because i was once a camper, then an OGL and now, a camper again. I get to see and most importantly, feel things from the position of an OGL and a camper. I get to see how these 2 core components of a camp works and intereact together, which contributed to the success of the camp.

Orientation really struck me hard. It's not all the fun and games we had. It is what i have learnt from the camp. That is the Sense Of Appreciate.

During the last day of the camp, Mr leow conducted the debreif for all of us. He then started to share with us his story about his mom blah blah. He also covered a little bit of the people working hard behind the scene and what they had gone through and also a girl who managed to get a relatively good L1R5 but could't stay in JJ because her parents didn't want her to. Why?It was because her parents know that if she is under stress, she would be fall ill. Her parents wanted to respect her decision of staying in JJ but out of kind intentions, her parents wanted her to go to poly instead just to let her daughter to be free from sufferings when she is sick under stress.
It was not until the end of the debreif when mr leow ask everyone of us some simple question. These question aren't simple in any ways because it made us think and of course, getting into the state of tearing, which i did. I recalled the incident back in 2005. I failed to appreciate that person because i always take for granted that she would always be there for me. and now, when i look back at it, i feel that i am such a lousy person.
anyway, hope my new school, new friends of class 07S17 would be a good one after the march holidays. But meanwhile, should spend some time with my friends before hectic school life starts. haha..


" Do you know why flowers are beautiful? It is because they die. "
" When's the last time you held your parent's hands? "
" When's the last time you let your parents know that they are appreciated? "

- Questions of life,

Will never forget them. Forgetting would be tantamount to forgetting sense of appreciation.

WEEEEE!! I'VE GOTTEN WHAT I WANT!

gary a.k.a MR NICE GUY
sweet 17 =)
saggitaurian
mrgarytan@hotmail.com

-become closer to music
-a piano!!(wanted since long time ago)
-FANTASTIC GCE 'A' Level 2008 results
-want, wants, wanted to be happy.
-wishes for her. :)